Monday, May 30, 2005

Farewell

So my time with Sprots Wrold International ended yesterday. It was the end of a nightmare. But the love, emotions and sentiments I received on leaving made me humble. My fellow workpeople were so nice, 'thanks' a word seem so smaller compared to what they showed. Jacqui, Kim, Abigal, Asif, Ahmed Mir, Dennis, Keith, Nasir, Linda, Beverley and my georgian and polish friends there.....I will miss you all. As you wished me so many good things, I wish you the best this life can offer in every good respect.

Thanks for everything.

Waiting

The most booring thing in life, when you cant do things on your own and wait for something to happen.

As if there is a long solid partnership going in a cricket match, and opposite captain after trying all his options.......is waiting for something to happen.

As if you are sailing on a piece of wood after your ship sank and nothing is visible except the sea all around and you are waiting for something to happen.

As if in Potohar a farmer has prepared his land and has sown the seeds and now looking towards the sky in waiting for something to happen.

Aah this

Waiting for something to happen.

14-04-2005

The Darkness

A time comes in ones life, where everything seems to stand still. Days go by, seasons change but you remain there staring at the darkness of this life and thinking that you have travelled halfway and gained nothing. You have the fatigue and tiredness of journey but you are still there ......... at the start. A sense of emptiness and hollowness.....what a pity if you are a thinker and can ponder in your consecious.......what will you find...after all these long years and after experiencing almost all this life can offer....SAME DARKNESS FROM WHERE YOU STARTED AND SAME WHERE YOU ARE NOW....IN THE HALWAY OF YOUR LIFE.



I am 34 now.

06-04-2005